Today came and went a lot faster than I expected. I have anticipated today for a couple of weeks knowing that today would be 6 months since Asher has left us. I honestly don't have any words to say,
except that I miss him so much. His clothes are still hanging in the closet and folded perfectly in his drawers. His name is still hung over his crib. And call me crazy, but I love the sweet reminders all around. After all, he will always be my precious son; regardless of whether he is here on earth or in heaven.
God has been so amazing and so solid. I never really opened my heart to him until I lost my son and if that is the only blessing I will receive from this journey, I will take it, graciously. Because, I am truly saved now. I live for my Heavenly Father. And he is answering our prayers everyday, everyday. He has put his hands on us and around us and filling us with the spirit and molding us to be more like Christ. I can confidently say this now....We are So, So, So incredibly blessed and He continues to bless us. Thank you, Father.
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| Ethan loves his baby brother <3 |
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| Up, up & away |
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